Monday, August 18, 2008

This isnt easy

Im 55 years old and 269 pounds as of this morning.



For me this weight loss journey has started right after I got married the first time. Ive been married 3 times now and I really dont want to get married a 4th time.

It seems that everytime I get married.. I put on weight. What does that mean? That I get comfortable and just let myself go to hell? That is so so wrong.



In the past 5 years, Ive had the lap band put in.. didnt work for me. Next I had it removed and had the gastric bypass surgery done. I had such high hopes but only seem to drop 50 pounds. I cant really exercise and will more then likely need both knees replaced.



Currently, Im trying weight watchers and praying that this will help.